Last in 2015

2015 comes to the end.

So many things happened in this year.

Simpson Family started since last year March

But it seems like we are separating 

since kx and ahdi left INTI and jazz joseph and bean went to internship.

I tried to make us back together

I tried.

But it seems like I failed.

We changed.

Somehow I joined another group called Undercover.

This group started when me and dodgeball gang went to Malacca.

We had many events together.

The very first time I ice-skating.

The first time I wore nice dress and put make up to dinners in INTI.

However to be honest

This group is not very match for me

Most of them are English educated. 

Sometimes I don't feel like we are in the same channel.

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My Dodgeball life

In June

We finally went for a tournament as Spartans Girls team in Taylor Lakeside

and we got our first medal as second runner-up!

In September

I joined Reapers which is INTI Subang team to City Harvest tournament

It was a good experience for me as I explore more to the dodgeball field

and in the same day

I joined Jumpstreet Dodgeball at night

That day was a tiring day

but it was fun!

In October

We went to Singapore for friendly match. 

Because of kx, we got to know Singapore VK team.

In the same month 

I had joined INTI closed tournament as patternkias

and we got the second runner-up again.

HAHA 

which means I still need improvements.

In 28 November

We went to TAR UC dodgeball tournament

and we went into semi final

and we got the forth!

which means I have fallen behind

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In this year

I had been gone through quite a lot

I wanted to gather Simpson back 

but I cant bring them back 

and they are being so sarcastic 

keep saying that I have a new group

I am not the only one who changed

They have changed too.

That is the saddest part.

And I learnt how to bare this sadness

and make myself more positive. 

As I had mentioned above

I joined Reapers to City Harvest Tournament

I only noticed that there are people outside being so bitchy

And because of this case

I don't like to hide anything to people who I trust.

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To everyone in this world

although I know that nobody gonna read my post

and nobody cares.

MERRY CHRISTMAS

AND 

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

New Starter of Ee's LIFE!

LED Night Run 2015. 

The first official run in my life.

Don't you believe? 

I went to a run! 

Even though its only 5.5 km ! 

It's really a good starter for me.

People around me will know

I am a super lazy person!
I wanted to join this kind of the marathon or run for so long time.
Finally I went!
With my family. 

I know it's weird asking family to go
but still fun!

During the run I saw so many people walking
It looked like I'm the only one run the whole lap.
And I ran so slow!
When I was 500m away from the finish line
I wanted to speed up but my legs were so heavy to run so fast
Why 500m so far?!

I feel so great when I finish this run!
And the medal so nice!

Positive life just began!

There are many downturns and depressions in our life,
it's actually challenging you.
What kind of life you will have depends on how you face the challenges.

I can do it and sure you can do it!
Stop lying on the bed and stick in your room!
It's time to move on!

Looking forward for the next!
 

IF I DIE

人生无常 

你永远不知道 死亡 几时会到来

不是每个人都会老死

你没有权利掌握自己人生的长短 

可是这是你的人生 你有权利活得精彩

我知道人生从来就不会有如果 

可是

如果我死了

首先 我会要想我家人道歉 尤其是爸妈

我没有好好珍惜我生命中的每一分每一秒

因为我天天就躲在家里 看戏 颓废

我不孝

也要感谢你们愿意从小就照顾我 悉心培养我长大

或许我死了 没什么人会知道 

刘惠怡是谁

可是我要感谢我所有在我生命中出现过的朋友

幼稚园的 小学的 中学的

虽然我们没有毕业之后我们有没什么联络了

就算我们只是插肩而过 
在这地球上是修了多少的福才能读到同一所学校啊
谢谢你们曾经和我同班 和我同校

谢谢帮助过我的你们

大学对我来说 是个很神奇的地方

因为我在这里 改变了不少

本来的我 只对认识的人说话 反而对不认识的人不多关注

上了大学 我结识了不少的各地朋友

也是他们 我慢慢长大了

所以也要谢谢你们 和我度过了疯狂 潇洒 的大学生活

虽然短暂 可是刻骨铭心

谢谢你们 教会我并帮助我很多 

当然 人生总是会有不少的遗憾和后悔

因为我的不勇敢 

每一段感情我都拒之于外

害怕失去，所以不敢拥有

就因为我怕以后会伤心难过 所以不敢接受

你看 我就是这样 

整天担心这样担心那样

到最后什么都没有 只剩遗憾和后悔

最后还是要感谢爱我的你们 :)

WE OUR US

想當初的我們

躺在籃球場

聊天 玩鬧 看星星

真正疏遠的理由 其實我並不知道

很多東西都不能如我們所願

There is never forever.

在這世上的每一樣人事物都是有保鮮期的

他們的存在 是過去式

曾經的我們 

那麼不知天高地厚的認為我們可以一起到我們畢業 

畢業過後還會聯絡

時間就像風那樣經過 

才慢慢見識到 我們身邊的人們 只是我們人生中的過客

不管他們是有多要好

天下有不散之筵席

再要好親近的伙伴朋友 始終還是得和他們說再見

他們的存在 是讓你成為更好的人 :)

Whoever in this Simpson Family, I missed you guys. :(

I won't forget you guys even when I die ! :D

Bestie's birthday!

Not much to say about the birthday girl.

If I really need to say something to her, I really appreciate her. 

Thanks for her consideration. She always considerate the people around us but me.

Thanks for her accompaniment. She always accompany me to go here and there. 

And many thank yous but hard to say it out. 

Forgive me.

Schedule of her birthday since yesterday.

Le Moon's :)

She wanted to come to this cafe for so long time and finally!

Looks like but the taste...

The next day. Her real birthday.

Short period of meeting with Tuck! And his friend. :D

While waiting for LongGor.

Heh at Starbucks.

Funny things happened when she ordered a cake for herself.

She ordered a cake and requested to write happy birthday on the cake HERSELF.

Then the waiter brought the cake and sang birthday song to her!

It's so embarrassing but funny and memorable! 

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 看回以前寫的部落格

發現以前的我對自己的生日是那麼的期待和失望

時間久了

慢慢的也學會了怎樣享受自己的生日

不熱鬧的生日 

但

至少你知道你身邊還有人記得你的生日

就算只是祝福

也感受到的心意

♥

Throwback to the years ago

People change by time. 

There are many things happened in these few years. 
Since nobody will read and see my blog, I can write anything! Haha! 

When I signed in back my blogger, I saw the picture of mine, so innocent and naive. 
I was so "nothing to worry nothing to think". 
And now, I know that I shouldn't think so much but there is impossible not to compare yourself with your best friends around you when there are outsiders complimenting. 

Currently I am a degree student who am studying in INTI IU where I did not want to join at the very first time. And yeah, I met a lot of people in uni. I slowly became a person that will try to find something to talk to someone, that care about friendship and that are keep trying to be independent. 

When I first joining INTI, I was studying foundation. I got to know a batch of people who are same class with me. The closest ones were Tuck, Huat, Yong, and Hong. 

We spent one semester which is about 3 to 4 months play and hang around together. Then after a semester break, things change.
Like how? 
We didn't find each other to go out and hang around. I started to play dodgeball as my roommate was joining a dodgeball match which both of us did not familiar with. 
Then we joined the club and got to know the people in the dodgeball club. Another short period of gang, Simpson Family. 

Who said FAMILY lasts forever? 
I don't think so. 
This family only lasted about also one semester, 3 to 4 months. We did a lot of crazy things in these 4 months. But somehow, we slowly changed. We did not find each others to hang around as all of us have different targets. 
Now, we just like doing our own stuffs. 

I missed our moments! :(

I'M BACK!

Dear blogger. I'm back! hahahahhaha!!!!
It's been a long long time i didnt sign in and update my blog.
Why?

Apparently I have forgotten my blog since 2012. HAHA

And now finally I remember this lovely and memorable bloggy!
Since 2012, and now 2015, of course a lot of things happened this few years.
And I will update everything soon!
Yeah! Wait me ya!
xoxo